wow [23 Jul 2004|10:55am] Sry it been a while since i updated .. LOL im so bored right now .. but i think in like 20 or soo mins .. tomasena should b callin back and we should b going to like bealls and stuff to get sum clothes cause I havent even started shopping yet for school ... isnt that horrible .. LOL .. LALALAL sooo nicredibly bored .. I dont even kno wut to write about LOL .. im kinda excited about school .. I would love summer NOT to end but in school there are a lot of people that i dont see at all during the summer that are my friends ..so i wanna see them again .. ! ne ways .. im gonna go .. maybe sena will call soon ! Comments: 2 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

The 10 People I adore [17 Jul 2004|12:08pm] -Youre everything to me .. I love you soo much . )( that much to b exact ;-) .. I have had the best 6 almost 7 months ever .. and I couldnt ask for more .. ur more then I ever imagined that I could deserve .. and I wanna b with you forever ..everytime I think of everything I went through to get ur attention . I kno it was worth it .. and I wanna spend enterinty with u .. and get a house .. and have a doggy ( maybe a chow .. or maybe a golden rettriver .. or maybe BOTH !! ) lol .. and i love all of our random conversations and how absolutly comfortable i am with u .. u mean so much to me .. and without u i would b lost and wouldnt kno where i could go .. i could say this a million times but I lOve you FOREVER *and a day* -Well .. things have been rocky since we have known eachother .. but this last summer has been awesome .. and I cant say it would have beenbetter with out u in it .. I hope I give u enough gas money .. wait i kno i do .. lol .. i kno u will b a great drum Major this year .. and I look forward to taking ur positions in the year after that !!!HAHAHAH .. jp .. keep cool ! -IM soo incredibly thrilled that we got to hang out soo much this summer .. ur such an aweosme person everythign about u is extrodinary !! .. and to kno that u have known my bf for like ever .. makes me soo happpy .. cause I love hanging with both of u .. and we def. need to get those hats next time we all go to the mall .. p.s I hope soon u get to come into wind ensemble to PLay the bassoon so that we can have a class together !!! -This whole school year i have to thank u for .. everything that I needed help with ( Paul for instance) u were there for me .. and when all my other friends were sick of me talkin about him .. u just let me keep going til i ran outta things to talk about .. I cant wait for marching season to start again .. its gonna b awesome .. and as far as trips go .. I would totally sit with u .. and turn in our seats and FLIP OUT when paul touched my hand .. but .. yea .. no .. lol .. Ill b sitting with him LOL .. but i promise that u can sit right next to us .. cause ur awesome .. and I kno we have become slightly distant .. but i think when school starts again .. everything will b better ! .. -Its soo weird that u lived right around the corner from me like ever since i lived in my house and I never actually knew u b4 6th grade .. LOL .. but im really glad that this suummer we have gotten to hang out as much as we have .. and i hope we can continue to b good friends .. yea i kno we go to diffrent schools . but come on .. we live right around the corner from eachtoher .. so .. keep in touch .. and i will always give u the hook up at work !! ..lol hopefully u will b working with me soon .. that would b aweosme ! -I havent known u for really long ( only about 2 years) but I remember going to band camp my freshman year and u were sooooooo nice to me .. I remember thinking .. wow she is soooo cool cause she is a girl and plays the drums .. awesome . lol .. and i hope u do totally great in fsu music school .. and ocme back and visit me a lot .. cause I will miss u .. lol .. ur an awesome person .. musician , singer , and role modle .. I could only hope to become such a pretty , immaginative , smart ,and talented person as u .. thank u for the inspiration and the fun times ! - I know we used to think that we hated eachother .. lol and that at our break in the football games where u would come from dance and talk to Paul i would give u dirty looks (only cause i was jealous) , Im EXTREMLY glad we gave eachother a chance cause now look at the friendship that we have acquired .. lol .. and Im glad that the night i spent at ur house we got to talk about so many things .. it was really a great night !!! ur aweosme to b around and though im not jealous of u because of Paul ne more .. I am extremly jealous of u becuase of how pretty and of ur talent in dance . next year I look foward to u being in band .. and *sharing* paul with u during breaks !! .. luv ya gurlie -Im really glad that I got to meet u in 9th grade .. we have had our times of friendship and our times of enemyship ? LOL .. but in the end Im am grateful for gettin to b ur friend .. I kno u and matt are awesome together and I wish u many years of love and friendship and happiness .. i miss having our nights and the chocolate chai-ness at the sunshoppe .. dont ever change .. and I can only hope to still b ur friend for a long time cause u r aweosme!!!!!!!!!!!! -wow .. I have known u for a long time ( fourth grade i think .. ) and u have always been sumone thats aweosme to be around .. u have gone through so many things with me .. between boys ( mike and the other endless list) and I wanna thank u ..even though sumtimes u like them too and then we get in fights ( lol mike) lol .. but its all gravy baby .. ***chicka chicka chika AHHH ** lol .. only u .. only u !! .. HAHA .. look foward to ur back to school party .. i will b awesome ! - Finally last but not least .. i have only known u for like a year ( cause ur a freshmen .. well now ur a sophomore) but u are an aweosme person and if u ever need ne one to talk to .. then Im hear for u .. I dont kno .. wut gonna happen b/w u and sean .. but i hope that eveything u want happens .. ur a really sweet person.. nad if u ever misunderstand me agaoin then come to me first so we dont go through what we went through this summer !! . ok .. so there u have it.. now .. all of you leave me comments of memories with me !! .. so i can have sumpthing to smile abouts !! Comments: 8 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

[17 Jul 2004|10:22am] [ mood | bored ] Im SOOOOOOOO BOred right now .. SOME ONE HELP ME ~~~~~~~~ HEHEHE Paul is having a carwash .. and jimmys outta town ... and Sena's at the Flea market and There is nothing for me to do Im hoping Tessa will b able to do sumpthin .. It would b Great !.. I wouldnt b so bored ne more .. so i would be loving LIFE ! Hunter DIDNT come visit me .. But i forgive him cause he said he had to do sum stuff for his mommy .. lol (p.s .. u should kno how to drive in the rain if u have been driving for 2 months =) ) Ne ways .. Im gonna go .. Ill talk to ya'll later .. Comments: but Never Compared.

[17 Jul 2004|10:18am] [ mood | bored ] Im SOOOOOOOO BOred right now .. SOME ONE HELP ME ~~~~~~~~ HEHEHE Paul is having a carwash .. and jimmys outta town ... and Sena's at the Flea market and There is nothing for me to do Im hoping Tessa will b able to do sumpthin .. It would b Great !.. I wouldnt b so bored ne more .. so i would be loving LIFE ! Hunter DIDNT come visit me .. But i forgive him cause he said he had to do sum stuff for his mommy .. lol (p.s .. u should kno how to drive in the rain if u have been driving for 2 months =) ) Ne ways .. Im gonna go .. Ill talk to ya'll later .. Comments: but Never Compared.

With All My Love .. [16 Jul 2004|12:41am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | parents tv while they sleep ] I AM soo .. let me repeat SOOOOOOOO Happy right now cause me and my Paul are sooo better .. we r better then better .. and that makes me SMILE =) !!!!!! Today was the most bestest day in the world .. My Paul came over at 11:20 and then we went and Got applebee's for lunch and went and saw scooby doo 2 .. then at 6:30 I went out with jimmy and Paul again (iM soo happy we r better .. soo soo happy) .. to the mall then brittney met us up there ... it was much fun we went and got coffee from the sun shoppe ( sry to tell u guys .. but i have a deadly disease .. call CHAI.. hehe) then finally the most fun (and romantic ;-) ) part of the night .. we all went to the beach and there was sky lightning .. and fireworks .. and kissing <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 hehe yeay!! .. it was soo fun/perfect/romantic/adorable. I havent felt sooo good in like 2 weeks .. im glad its back .. that feeling .. I missed it ! Soo marching band camp totally starts in like 2 weeks .. how freaking awesome!!! that means soon to come .. FOOTBALL GAMES which means bus trips .. WHICH MEANS AWESOME !!! hahaha SO .. hunter is supposed to visit me at work .. funny havent talked to the kid alll summer .. so it should be .. interesting ?? lol all ya'll should visit me tommorow .. I work form 2-6 .. so come and visit // :-) \\ Ne wyas Im off to bed .. with love .. Paul --- Comments: 3 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

YEAY [15 Jul 2004|10:17am] [ mood | loved ] Im soo glad .. me and Paul just had a really ROCKY fight .. over the past 2 days .. but its over .. and thats good This is the first fight i seriously thought we miight break up over .. but we talked and its fine now and I have decided because I love him so much .. that i will meet those girls .. ( for all of u that kno the story) .. ne ways .. Onl like 2 weeks b4 band camp starts .. and I cant wait .. it will b fun I really should get my liscense .. but Im such a procrastinator .. I could have gotten it like a month ago .. YIKES lol ne wyas .. Today Paul is coming over and we r gonna go on " a date ":lol .. its just a much needed margaret and Paul day we r gona go eat and go to the movies . it will b very much good !! im gonna go start cleaning .. leave me lots of love :-) Comments: 3 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

[12 Jul 2004|05:12pm] So today .. I got to go to the Mall with My baby and tomasena and Jimmy .. it was fun !! .. LOL .. last night sena spent the night with me .. we got wendys I had lots of food i fewlt like a pig tonight Im spending the night a stephs its gonna b fun .. I guess i will update later cause im on a time schedual Comments: 1 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

What the hell ?? [10 Jul 2004|11:10pm] [ mood | tired ] I dont kno who u r and truthfully .. I could really care less and watch my back .. ? u couldnt touch me I wish I only knew who u were cause .. nm ... im not even gonna go there but just let me tell u I have SOO MANY MORE FRIENDS.. then u will obviously ever have so if i could say ne thing to u .. ... .... dont let ne one find out who u r .. cause then i will say watch u back .. cause they will and I promise WILL ..not let u get away with it so .. i dont understand u .. if u think this makes u look cool or big and bad ass then ur really really stupid all u want is attention .. ur BEGGIN for it but just wait .. u just open sumpthin that u REALLY dont want open .. so ill tell u the same thing .. watch UR back .. and when I do find out .. no if .. but WHEN i do .. ur gonna WISH u didnt make all these death threats .. believe me .. u'll b sry As for all my friends .. thanks for everything .. I love u guys all so much .. and its good to kno that ur there for me ! love ya !! p.s .. to all my friends .. sign ur name on the comment so i can decifer u from the dumb bitch k ? lol ;-) Comments: 10 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

Confussed ? [09 Jul 2004|11:21pm] [ mood | disappointed ] my fist in your face! (Anonymous) 2004-07-08 20:36 (link) Select O but your a bitch so noone should visit you anyways! and i hope you die! your worthless and a piece of shit, O and by the way your ugly so i dont even know why you have a boyfriend! O but thats right b/c hes ugly too...he looks like more of a girl than you do! doesnt that suck! till next time Bitch! P.s Go clarionet's! The person that left me this comment is very immature and stupid .. nad if they think thats gonna hurt my feelings .. then they are even more idiotic then I first imagined .. All I can seriously say .. Is that im prayin for you .. I dont kno who u r .. or wut i did to offend u .. but its NOT coool to tell sumone u hope they die .. and If i died right now .. u kno u would feel horrible .. so u might wanna think b4 u act .. and grow up a lil .. if i made u that mad .. tell me to my face .. and If it was a joke .. then .. u need to learn how to joke .. cause thats ,just wrong Ne ways // actually .. no i d reallly feel like talkin .. Comments: 16 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

La La [06 Jul 2004|06:26pm] [ mood | peaceful ] hi peoples .. im totally bored .. I just got home from work but Its all good .. I think im gonna go to tessas and watch a movie so that will b fun :-) ... Last night I went and saw The Notebook with steph and Paul .. it was good again !!I just love that movie .. and today Pauls mom made another rule that if we go to the park in the morning then we can only stay for 2 hours which really blows cause that means that WHOLE day I only get to see him for 2 hours .. THAT JUST SUCKS! .. And for all of u who care .. Mike came to my house when I was gone today and says that he is moving down here for good .. but he had to go back to michigan cause his grandma had congested heart failure .. but he will b back in august .. the poor kid has to drive himself back to Michigan lol ... for those of u who dont kno .. mike and me have been friends since like 4th grade like BEST FRIENDS >> and like I really liked him last summer .. but now I love paul .. and not him and we r just goood friends .. adn to all of the idiots that might read this .. i am not gonna lose Paul over him .. cause my realationhsip[ with Paul is so much more important .. SO POOEY ON U lol .. well gotta go take a shower so i can go to tessas .. leave me comments PLEASE Comments: 4 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

:-( .. bah humbug [03 Jul 2004|10:23pm] [ mood | cold ] .. o pooey .. well tonight . I went and saw spider man with Jimmy Jaime and Paul .. it was a great movie .. but not HALF as good as The Notebook .. ne ways I wanted Paul to come over tommorow and eat with my family and see fire works with my sis and I .. but he aint even gonna ask . and that makes me so sad .. and when he ends up doing nothin .. then .. thats gonna suck for me and him ... BAH HUMBUG Last night I spent the night at Jaimes .. it was SOOO FUN .. i was really nervous itwould b akward but it really was great and I had a really fun time .. THANKS GIRLIE !!! lol and then we went to the Pool this morning with Jimmy and Paul and then his mom let him go out again at night to the movies ..and then we went to barnes and noble . yep .. that was my day tommorow .. i work from 11 to 3 :30 .. so if ur looking for a family activity to do .. come and get ice cream from I cant believe its yogurt and u can say hi tom me :-) .. ok .. im off to bed .. nights :-) Comments: 1 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

Catch Me Im Falling [01 Jul 2004|11:03pm] [ mood | awake ] In love .. YEAY I have a hott new lj layout .. its totally killer .. I love the MOvie the notebook next Im gettin the sound track .. its hott and tonight .. I got the book .. so i can read it and bawl my head off again .. then I am gonna see it with Paul in theaters .. cause u have to see it with ur boyfriend or girlfriend .. its MANDITORY !!!!!!!!! lol Tonight i was missin my baby .. but I went to the mall with Jimmy .. Brittney .. Jennie .. and Brittani ..its was fun .. then to Barnes and noble .. but i missed my baby soo much Tommorow we are having Movie night at Jaimes its gonna b really fun .. and then i might b staying at Jaimes after .. YEAYNESS . lol Then saturday .. we are gonna go to Club Tabago .. its gonna b really fun .. I love to dance .. so much .. its crazy .. I dont care wut ne one thinks .. just if im having fun lol .. guys have it soo easy .. they just stand there nad let the girls do it all .. figures .. just like in the real world ! lol ne ways .. Im gonna go .. tomorow .. i get Paid . YEA BABY !!! SHOPPING SPREE .. lol jp .. but maybe a new outfit for tabago YEAY !!! .. ne ways .. Im out .. LEave me commenets ..I love u forever . (not as much as I love Paul though) Comments: 1 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

YAWN [29 Jun 2004|03:19pm] [ mood | tired ] uhh .. im soooo spent .. lol .. beachness today with big broken rough and fast .. it was fun! I love my Paul sooo much !! soo .. Friday we r gonna do movie night at Jaimes house .. Im excited !! its will be loads of fun !!!!!! I have to work tonight .. o pooey lol im way to tired lol then tommorow i work a double .. YIKES !! 8 hours of work .. thats not good (i kno most people work that much in one day .. everyday . but i work all alone .. i do everything by myself .. ) ne ways . im talkin to Paul now so im gonna go .. ! p.s leave me comments Comments: 6 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

YEAY [27 Jun 2004|05:03pm] [ mood | jubilant ] guess wut my friends .. Paul is supposedly gonna b home like right around NOW !!! YEAY !! im soo excited .. im miss my babe sooo much .. I just went on a 40 min run and now i feel so healthy .. im gonna lose weight .. i eat to much and Im gettin "chunky" lol .. so thats wut im gonna do .,. and though sum of u say it is impossible cause i work at an ice cream store .. we also serve frozen yogurt that has No Fat and only 9 calories per 4 ounces .. so thats REALLY good !! hehehehehe .. im gonna lose weight .. u watch me .. lol .. now im gonna go chill and wait for my babes to call me .. then im gonna get ready to go to the movies wit broken , big rough and jennie .. hmm she needs a name .. lol no big deal we will come up with one .. peace p/s .. to all of u .. who care .. i still love Paul .. SOOOO MUCH .. and do i think of i deserve him .. NO WAY >> and i love everything about him his smile .. and his eyes . and everything ..so .. yea instead of the same complainning .. here is the little bit of my life that u guys already kno but needs to be reinforced !! Comments: 4 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

..lalala POOPEY [27 Jun 2004|10:03am] [ mood | annoyed ] i miss Paul .. and I found out .. that sumone is talkin about me behind my back .. and like they dont hardly kno me ..and they are really pissing me off .. if u dont kno the sittuation . then BUTT OUT OF IT .. dont judge me if u dont kno me .. and u should def. kno who u r .. ne wyas .. Last night was fun .. Me and Brittney and Jamie and Jimmy went to the Vero Mall .. it was fun and its always good to b seeing different surroundings .. so yeay .. ne ways .. im off today .. adn i think im gonna get my car washed at the low brass sections car wash .. so yea .. i guess ill go .. byebyes Comments: 2 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

hmmm .. [26 Jun 2004|09:45am] [ mood | indescribable ] well .. no comments .. lol I c how it is .. lol .. well my Paul is away and Im counting down the hours till he is back .. 18 down .. 35 more to go .. YIKES .. nad I miss him really bad already .. but my friends and me are gonna go out .. to keep my mind off him .. im so sad . :-( well .. i bet u guys are all sayin get over so .. watever .. I dont care wut u guys think .. but I have seen him just about EVERYDAY this summer so when all of a sudden u dont see him ne more .. its hard .. If u doont like it GET OVER IT .. so ne ways :-) .. That kid Mike is coming down soon .. I cant believe that was a year ago .. crazyness .. But i already told paul he has no reason to worry . cause i would never cheat on him with this kid .. its retared .. mike had his chance .. end of story .. now i kinda wanna rub it in his face .. hehehee lala .. well I better go cause i gtta go to work today from 11-5 .. sop i gotta go shower .. i guess . :-( .. leave me comments . i love gettin comments from u guys :-) Comments: 2 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

Thanks guys .. [24 Jun 2004|05:38pm] [ mood | chipper ] I just wanna thank all of u ( u kno who u r ) for being there for me .. and .. big , broken ,rough ,deep/long/hard/ (lol) and fast .. I love u guys all to death .. u guys are my bestest friends and i just wanna thank you .. i feel expessically lucky to have every single one of u .. so thanks i guess things are slowly calming down .. and today .. is me and Pauls 6 MONTHS !!! YEAY ... I Love Him soooo much .. and I am gonna help him through every single second of this .. well .. i guess i better go finish cleanin up my room .. so that its clean by the time .. all my friends get here .. MOVIE NIGHT !! hehe .. leave me sum love *margaret Comments: 1 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

... I dont kno ne more [22 Jun 2004|10:35pm] [ mood | gloomy ] this is like .. hurting me really bad .. i love Paul more then anything .. and i feel like imback in like sum old days where we r like forbidden to see eachother or sumpthin .. its like i just feel like going ino my bedroom burying my head in a pllow .. screaming as loud as i possibly can for the longest i possibly can and then cryin .. for as long as i can cry and everyone says dont worry .. he loves you .. adn he wont listen to her .. but now even when i talk to him on the phone he doesnt seemed that impressed to talk to me .. and it makes me wanna cry foreve .. and then every song i hear on the radio reminds me of him .. there isnt one that we dont have sum joke about .. and Of course I hear all the important ones .. and everyday its another rule added on .. actually make that ever 3 hours .. it just seems .. like by the end of tommorow he wont b able to see me at all .. ergh .. im gonna go cry now .. Comments: 4 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

...: Sniff...Sniff :..... [21 Jun 2004|05:20pm] [ mood | confused ] im so confussed .. and hurt and .. lost ... I dont understand wut i have done wrong .. y doesnt his mom want us to be together .. she blames mefor him spending all his money .. and she says sumpthin about him " not needing to b in this relationship" .. i just dont understand .. I hope he doesnt listen to her .. i would like die ... i couldnt stand not being with him .. we r ment to b together ... and that girl Jackie that broke up with Joey cause her parents .. alll mrs bladow does is complaine about that .. at least her [jackie's] parents had a reasonable excuse (her grades) .. im so confussed and I have to go to work tongiht .. great // really \\ Comments: 3 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

A fun day ! [18 Jun 2004|11:12pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | its silent ... :::spooky::: ] Hey [my peoples] I really like LJ its totally fun :-) ... soo Pauls birthday went really really well and I was very very happy !! I love him sooo much and all i wanted was for him to b happy :-) and he was soo YEAY !! he liked my Present and was supposedly playing with it alllll day today !! .. I worked today from 2-6 and made crappy tips .. lol but I got paid .. yepyep .. just about 200 dollars .. I gotta find a way to get a fathers day present tommorow night .. cause I didnt have ne money left after I bought Pauls present .. next is the 6 month present .. coming up REALLY SOON ! //UH OH \\ hehe .. yea I went to Fred lee this morning with Paul .. it was fun .. I played in the rain !! then work,then I went to Olive Garden with Paul and HIs family .. and back to his house .. I really love him family they are such AWESOME peoples ... I mean u got the hidden crazyness ( his dad ), the freaking AWESOME , (mom) and the wacko(brother ) they're such a diverse family u cant help but love them! tommorow I have a flute car wash all day from 10-3 .. so thats should b fun and Pauls gonna come and help out all day :-) other that that .. lifes life and Im margaret .//. off to bed now ! ** love ,life, and lolipops ??? ** Comments: 2 Came Close, - but Never Compared.

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